A love like this:-)

Before you
I was always falling
Sometimes even crawling
with nothing to hold on to
Before you
I was searching for something
To make my life worth living
But nothing could satisfy
Always thought You wouldn't love me just the way I am
So I tried to satisfy You, I didn't understand
How misguided I was in my search to know Your love

I was working hard in all the wrong ways
Living life chaotically never sitting at your feet
Till You taught me the true meaning of grace

I can’t help but think about
How you came and turned my life around
And all the times I can’t count
That your love has rescued me
You heard my every prayer
And brought me out of my despair
You dried every tear and set my soul free and now I
Praise you
All my past mistakes have been
Erased by you
Have given me new life and I’m
Amazed you
You came and made my life so complete
You know, I like clear blue skies
mountains high just living life and
I like my family n friends being with me
Laughing hysterically
I like finding you
in the everyday things I do
yet with all that you create
nothing could ever take your place

Again Why does it take blue skies that turn to gray
Before I have something to tell You about
I'm gonna change the way that I pray
And turn it inside out

here's a part of me no one sees
No one ever finds
There's a mystery deep inside
The constant struggling of who I am
And who I want to be
I'm always trying to decide
And it feels like forever
It feels like I'm wasting my time
Sometimes it seems, I'm serving You just for me
Sometimes I'm blinded by the things that I think I need
Time after time You opened my eyes
Then take them off of me
sometimes I even can't seem to understand why You love me
You hold me in Your hand so patiently
'Cause anybody else would've turned
And walked away

When I struggle with my humanity
When lifes mistakes overwhelm me
Still, You know everything
And You don't look away
So many times I wanted to hide from You
So many times I tried to lie to You
But You never let me get past the very first word

All you say is You already knew the truth
And all You want is for me to come back to You
Your blood is all powerful
It's undeniable
The change You've made in me
You've set me free

All the things you’ve let me see
And the places you are taking me
you rewrote my destiny
O Lord you made me new
You deserve nothing less
Than all of my existence
So take everything I posses

It's so crazy yet so amazing, now I finally see
I tried to do my best for You when all You wanted was me
You saw right through my foolishness, never loved me any less
Waiting with Your arms opened wide
Before you, Now
I'm humbled by your mercy
Staggered by your beauty
Honored by your love for me
Before you
The angels raise their anthem
And I will gladly join them
In lifting up my praise

Don't want to sing about a love
I never show to anyone
I can't say that I'm redeemed and not live like I'm free
It took so long to realize that I've mistaken wrong for right

Father please forgive me for all the times that I've let you down
I know that they should see you before I make a sound
Everyday I want to live like you
But I've lost my way if what I says not what I do

With my heart and my soul
Lord when they see me I want them to know
You mean more to me than anything