Monday, 3 September 2012

Proving our fights

Meeting someone for the first time,

I cannot help but dismiss, like, hate, love, fall for tricks,

I know you also do the same,

But what happens in the second meeting is what builds

A relationship, a friendship, an enemy, a threat, a competition, a lifetime love,

My story is, when I first met you...

I must admit

I was losing in battles I fought

But hey I would not tell you,

Why?

I knew you would come and take over

My pride and ego wanted to undo the mess I was in,

Not involving you in any way, let alone updates.

So now, it looked as if I did it on purpose to hide my situation to you,

I didn’t even realize you had my solution,

Coz I knew you would take over and I would feel powerless,

Oh my ego, my pride, myself and I fighting you.

In my mind I knew, the second I let you in I would have to begin,

I would have to let go my lost fights,

No no no! I had to hold on my pride

I still wanted to be in control

Truth is, I don’t know how you did it,

But you showed me,

You were fighting for me,

That I may not have my “panga” and shield tools anymore.

Your love, your love,

Flowing from the fountains of fountains,

Now I cannot even remember how to fight you,

Coz you have shown me it’s not my fight, not my battle,

I am worth fighting for.

Now my first impression has grown to "Am glad I chose you"

It’s not what I felt having met you the first time,

It’s about the second and consequent times,

I am grateful that now I see,

The pain I had, on my knuckles, legs and hands,

Makes me believe every day.

Lord, you showed me am worth much more,

Fighting for me, so when am in a battle it is your love I feel,

Now every day I wanna let go,

I wanna be under your wings,

I wanna give you a high five coz we always win with you!

I wanna form a twitter trend with#THE WINNING TEAM.

Now I love that I met you, gone are first impressions, built in is love that is growing daily!